lately im feeling down...
not because of my job..
not because of money..
and not because of me being single...
but because of my SKIN!!
i have zits all over my face..
if b4 this ada on my cheek je but now kat forehead pun nak ada gak
keluar berduyun2 plak tu..
huhuhu.. so sad!
i've tried everything!
yang mahal, murah, semua xberkesan
cantik is not the main reason but sbb CONFIDENT!
sometimes rasa tak confident nak cakap with muka penuh jerawat besar2 cmni.
and last time during kursus ada penilaian for everyone.
and there's a coloumn for penampilan..
aku dok terfikir-fikir mesti penampilan aku markah rendah
cz bila berjerawat like this muka aku jadi super oily. eventho pkai makeup pn nanti jap je dah bercapuk.
huuu..
and the worse part is bila ada bapak jerawat!
when i talked to someone nampak mata dia pandang my zits n not my eyes..
rasa super malu sampai rasa nak stay at home je:(
pastu kawan2 sedara2 n family tegur gak teruk sgt muka aku..
i know teruk.. its not like i don't do anything bout it
and evrytime jumpa je nk sebut bout muka aku terok.
u dun have to say it cz i can see. i look at it evryday!
tanye2 aku nape terok sgt
mcm aku saje nak ternak benda tu!
aku dh cukup malu with benda tu pastu dok tanye2 lagi byk2 kali!
notakaki: de terfikir nk siat je kulit muka ni
2 comments:
relax ye nana..aku pn ada mslh cam ko gak..smpai bila org tny, aku wt bodo je..
mmg confident jd 0% bila muka bermasalah..aku dh rasa pn camtu..try segala ubt mahal murah,buat treatment beratus2..xjln gak.
mak aku ckp solusi die 1 je..kawen cpt2..hehe..aku ada 2 org yg after kawen je muka cantik,bersih dari mslh..padahal sblm kawen, teruk gle muka..huhu..
so,cpt cari teman hidup k..
smtimes it's not sbb stress/benda2 yg membabitkn soal hidup kte cm ko ckp.ak stuju sgt2. mcm ms ak wt PSM, jerawat byk naik. sbnrnye ak rse bkn sbb ak stress, tp sbb ak xckup tdo, mkn xbetul.
ak plg pcaye muke ak ni jd cmni sbb:
1.ak salu tukar cleanser.
2.ak mkn sebarang mkn je.
3.habuk/udara kotor.
4.kurg senam.
ak salu pcaye muke ak cmni sbb bnde2 dlm bdn ak ni dh xbetul.
-opie
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